Dizlerim titriyordu
Sanki demir atm\u0131\u015f gibi yere
Bedenim a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131
Ayakta duramad\u0131m art\u0131k<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tutacak bir el yoktu<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Arkam\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm
Kap\u0131 koluna tutunup
Arkama yasland\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalbim \u00f6yle a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131 ki
Yava\u015f\u00e7a yere \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc bedenim<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131msa yanaklar\u0131mdan ak\u0131yordu
Durduram\u0131yordum
Art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey benim kontrol\u00fcmde de\u011fildi<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne a\u015fk\u0131m\u0131z,
Ne de sen!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen bir kap\u0131y\u0131 kapat\u0131rs\u0131n
Ama h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00f6b\u00fcr taraf\u0131nda a\u011flars\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen de\u2026
G\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc de al\u0131p \u00e7eker gidersin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya sen?
Senin i\u00e7in nas\u0131l bir a\u015fkt\u0131 bu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Beni b\u0131rak\u0131p giderken mutlu muydun?
Kalbin hafiflemi\u015f miydi
A\u015fk\u0131m\u0131zdan uzakla\u015f\u0131p giderken?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yoksa kalbin a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131p
Yanaklar\u0131n \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f ,
Kap\u0131n\u0131n koluna tutunmu\u015f,
Yere mi \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn
Benim gibi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p
Kendi g\u00f6zlerimle g\u00f6rmek istiyorum<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama donup kald\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7im bombo\u015f
Nefesimi toparlayam\u0131yorum
Art\u0131k g\u00fcc\u00fcm kalmad\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benim i\u00e7in b\u00f6yle bir a\u015fkt\u0131 i\u015fte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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