{"id":7783,"date":"2026-07-20T19:26:01","date_gmt":"2026-07-20T16:26:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/?p=7783"},"modified":"2026-07-20T19:32:35","modified_gmt":"2026-07-20T16:32:35","slug":"a-big-fish-in-a-small-pond-or-a-small-fish-in-the-ocean","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/7783\/a-big-fish-in-a-small-pond-or-a-small-fish-in-the-ocean\/","title":{"rendered":"Havuzdaki B\u00fcy\u00fck Bal\u0131k m\u0131, Okyanustaki K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Bal\u0131k m\u0131?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Biraz ego, biraz cesaret, biraz da kendinle dalga ge\u00e7ebilme sanat\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Bir Krall\u0131kta B\u00fcy\u00fck Hissetmek<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n

Hadi d\u00fcr\u00fcst olal\u0131m.
 Hepimizin hayat\u0131nda en az bir d\u00f6nem vard\u0131r ki\u2026 havuzun en b\u00fcy\u00fck bal\u0131\u011f\u0131y\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/strong><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Herkes seni tan\u0131r.
 Ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir.
 Hatta bazen senden biraz \u00e7ekinir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Girdi\u011fin ortamda bir hava de\u011fi\u015fir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

__evet, o sensin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama i\u015fin komik taraf\u0131 \u015fu: Havuz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in mi b\u00fcy\u00fcks\u00fcn\u2026 yoksa ger\u00e7ekten b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011fun i\u00e7in mi havuz sana k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck geliyor?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015fte art terapinin tatl\u0131 tokad\u0131 tam burada gelir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc havuz sana \u015funu f\u0131s\u0131ldar:
 \u201cHarikas\u0131n.\u201d
 Ama ayn\u0131 anda \u015funu da saklar:
 \u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc buras\u0131 zaten senin \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcne g\u00f6re tasarlanm\u0131\u015f.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Konfor alan\u0131 \u00e7ok zarif bir ill\u00fczyondur.
 \u0130\u00e7indeyken ba\u015far\u0131 gibi hissedilir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Okyanusta \u201cBen Neyim Ya?\u201d Krizi<\/strong><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n
\"\"<\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Sonra bir g\u00fcn\u2026 bir \u015fekilde kendini okyanusta bulursun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimse seni tan\u0131maz.
 Kimse seni beklemiyordur.
 Ve en \u00f6nemlisi\u2026 kimse senin ne kadar \u201ciyi\u201d oldu\u011funu hen\u00fcz umursamaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk his?
 Hafif bir panik.
 Sonra klasik i\u00e7 ses:
 \u201cBen burada ne yap\u0131yorum?\u201d<\/strong><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama i\u015fte b\u00fcy\u00fcme tam burada ba\u015flar. Art terapide buna \u00e7ok g\u00fczel bir yerden bak\u0131l\u0131r: K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclmek, asl\u0131nda egonun kabu\u011funu \u00e7atlatmakt\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ilk kez \u015funu fark edersin:
 Sen sadece bulundu\u011fun yerin yans\u0131mas\u0131 de\u011filsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve evet\u2026
 bir s\u00fcre kimse seni alk\u0131\u015flamaz.
 Ama sen, ilk kez ger\u00e7ekten kendi sesini duymaya ba\u015flars\u0131n.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biraz Ger\u00e7ek\u00e7ilik: Hepimiz \u0130kisini de Ya\u015f\u0131yoruz<\/strong><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n

\u015eimdi \u00e7ok net konu\u015fal\u0131m:
 Kimse s\u00fcrekli okyanusta ya\u015fayacak kadar \u201czen\u201d de\u011fil.
 Kimse de sonsuza kadar havuzda kalacak kadar \u201crahat\u201d de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hayat asl\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6yle \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \n
  • Bir yerde parl\u0131yorsun \u2192 \u201cTamam, oldum galiba\u201d diyorsun<\/li>\n\n\n\n
  • Sonra yeni bir yere giriyorsun \u2192 \u201cHi\u00e7bir \u015fey bilmiyormu\u015fum\u201d diyorsun<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

    Ve bu d\u00f6ng\u00fc\u2026 utan\u00e7 verici de\u011fil. Aksine, sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Sanat da b\u00f6yle ilerler zaten. Bazen kendini tekrar ederek g\u00fc\u00e7lenirsin. Bazen kendini bozarak b\u00fcy\u00fcrs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    As\u0131l Mesele (Biraz Can Yakabilir)<\/strong><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n

    Ger\u00e7ek soru \u015fu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    B\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek mi istiyorsun\u2026\u2028yoksa ger\u00e7ekten b\u00fcy\u00fcmek mi?<\/strong><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in: do\u011fru havuzu bulman yeterli.Ama b\u00fcy\u00fcmek i\u00e7in: yanl\u0131\u015f hissettiren, seni zorlayan, hatta bazen biraz utand\u0131ran o okyanusa girmen gerekir.Ve kabul edelim\u2026  \u00e7o\u011fumuz ilk se\u00e7ene\u011fi daha s\u0131k tercih ediyoruz. \ufffd\ufffd<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Bir \u0130tiraf<\/strong><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n

    Belki de en d\u00fcr\u00fcst cevap \u015fu: Hepimiz, \u00f6nce havuzda kendimize a\u015f\u0131k oluyoruz\u2026sonra okyanusta kendimizi yeniden tan\u0131yoruz. Ve e\u011fer \u015fansl\u0131ysak,
     bir noktada \u015fu noktaya geliyoruz: Art\u0131k nerede oldu\u011fumuzdan \u00e7ok, nas\u0131l biri oldu\u011fumuz ilgimizi \u00e7ekmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/strong>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc mesele hi\u00e7bir zaman sadece bal\u0131k olmak de\u011fildi.
     Mesele\u2026
     kendi derinli\u011fini fark edebilmekti.<\/strong><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Tu\u011fba Yaz\u0131c\u0131<\/strong>
    <\/strong> Artist, Writer & Producer<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Instagram: @tugbayaziciofficial
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    Biraz ego, biraz cesaret, biraz da kendinle dalga ge\u00e7ebilme sanat\u0131 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Bir Krall\u0131kta B\u00fcy\u00fck Hissetmek Hadi d\u00fcr\u00fcst olal\u0131m. Hepimizin hayat\u0131nda en az bir d\u00f6nem vard\u0131r ki\u2026 havuzun en b\u00fcy\u00fck bal\u0131\u011f\u0131y\u0131zd\u0131r. Herkes seni tan\u0131r. Ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir. Hatta bazen senden biraz \u00e7ekinir. Girdi\u011fin ortamda bir hava de\u011fi\u015fir __evet, o sensin. Ama i\u015fin komik taraf\u0131 \u015fu: Havuz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":7785,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[68],"tags":[21,99,98,43,62],"translation":{"provider":"WPGlobus","version":"3.0.0","language":"tr","enabled_languages":["en","tr"],"languages":{"en":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false},"tr":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false}}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7783"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7783"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7783\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7789,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7783\/revisions\/7789"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7785"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7783"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7783"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7783"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}