{"id":6459,"date":"2025-10-27T15:55:55","date_gmt":"2025-10-27T12:55:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/?p=6459"},"modified":"2025-10-27T16:06:11","modified_gmt":"2025-10-27T13:06:11","slug":"i-grew-up-with-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/6459\/i-grew-up-with-you\/","title":{"rendered":"BEN SEN\u0130NLE B\u00dcY\u00dcD\u00dcM\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignright size-large is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/beril-yabar-pp-beyza-1024x1022.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6462\" width=\"307\" height=\"314\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Beril YABAR, Florida<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p>by Beril Yabar<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sen do\u011fdu\u011funda, hayat\u0131mda<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kalbim mesela \u2014 b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Akl\u0131m\u0131n ermedi\u011fi \u015feyler varm\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sanki i\u00e7imde<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u201cben\u201d daha varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sen \u201canne\u201d dedi\u011finde ilk kez<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kulaklar\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seni y\u00fcr\u00fcrken g\u00f6r\u00fcnce<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayaklar\u0131m yerden kesildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra sen diploman\u0131 ald\u0131n herkes gibi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ad\u0131n\u0131 duydu\u011fumda, \u00f6d\u00fcller okunurken<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir de kanat tak\u0131ld\u0131 sa\u011f yan\u0131ma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn a\u011flayarak geldin bana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7im ac\u0131d\u0131; kabuk kabukmu\u015f i\u00e7im sanki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can\u0131m \u00e7okmu\u015f, sana canlar verdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00fcper g\u00fc\u00e7lerim varm\u0131\u015f me\u011fer benim<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dudaklar\u0131m \u00f6p\u00fcnce, ge\u00e7iriyormu\u015f yaralar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kollar\u0131m sana sar\u0131lmak i\u00e7in daha da a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131m sana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0131rakmamak i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra \u00fcniversiteye ba\u015flad\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Biraz daha \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck kazand\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u015fe ba\u015flad\u0131n, yeni bir karakter kazand\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sen hayat\u0131n basamaklar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0131rmand\u0131k\u00e7a<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben, arka planda seni bir film gibi izlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve bu filmin yap\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 olarak<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u015f kahraman\u0131m sensin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve ben seni izlemeye doyam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bencillik bu, biliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama \u00f6\u011fretmenlerin, arkada\u015flar\u0131n, profes\u00f6rlerin, kuzenlerin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anneannen, baban, karde\u015fin, teyzen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hatta patronun bile yard\u0131mc\u0131 oyuncuyken,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sanki d\u00fcnyada sadece sen ve ben\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seninle \u00e7ok gurur duyuyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve iyi ki anne olarak beni se\u00e7mi\u015fsin diyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nice mutlu ya\u015flara,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131m, Lara<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Beril Yabar<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Beril Yabar Sen do\u011fdu\u011funda, hayat\u0131mda Her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fti. Kalbim mesela \u2014 b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. Akl\u0131m\u0131n ermedi\u011fi \u015feyler varm\u0131\u015f, Sanki i\u00e7imde Bir \u201cben\u201d daha varm\u0131\u015f. Sen \u201canne\u201d dedi\u011finde ilk kez Kulaklar\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Seni y\u00fcr\u00fcrken g\u00f6r\u00fcnce Ayaklar\u0131m yerden kesildi. Sonra sen diploman\u0131 ald\u0131n herkes gibi, Ad\u0131n\u0131 duydu\u011fumda, \u00f6d\u00fcller okunurken Bir de kanat tak\u0131ld\u0131 sa\u011f yan\u0131ma. Bir g\u00fcn a\u011flayarak [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":6460,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[68],"tags":[21,154,155,141],"translation":{"provider":"WPGlobus","version":"3.0.0","language":"tr","enabled_languages":["en","tr"],"languages":{"en":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false},"tr":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false}}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6459"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6459"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6459\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6469,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6459\/revisions\/6469"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6460"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6459"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6459"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6459"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}