{"id":6307,"date":"2025-09-24T12:36:08","date_gmt":"2025-09-24T09:36:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/?p=6307"},"modified":"2025-09-25T15:27:30","modified_gmt":"2025-09-25T12:27:30","slug":"yellow-summer-a-silent-farewell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/6307\/yellow-summer-a-silent-farewell\/","title":{"rendered":"Sar\u0131 Yaz: Sessiz Bir Veda!"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"alignright size-full is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/09\/WhatsApp-Image-2025-09-24-at-12.09.48.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6309\" width=\"206\" height=\"244\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\"><strong>Kamil \u00c7AKIR<\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p>Ege\u2019de Sar\u0131 Yaz ba\u015flad\u0131. Eyl\u00fcl\u2013Ekim aylar\u0131 Ege\u2019de \u201cSar\u0131 Yaz\u201d olarak an\u0131l\u0131r. Deniz h\u00e2l\u00e2 s\u0131cakt\u0131r ama art\u0131k dalgalar daha yava\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sabahlar\u0131 sahilde y\u00fcr\u00fcrken kar\u015f\u0131na yaln\u0131zca \u00fc\u00e7-be\u015f insan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. O eski kalabal\u0131k, kahkahalar, plaj \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131, \u00e7ocuk sesleri, \u015fezlong tela\u015flar\u0131 art\u0131k yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir tek r\u00fczg\u00e2r var, bir tek mart\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ortama hafif iyotla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k yosun kokusu h\u00e2kim. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc ise daha pastel tonlarda\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcne\u015f bile farkl\u0131 parl\u0131yor; acele etmiyor, sanki zaman\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r \u00e7ekime alm\u0131\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yaz boyunca kurdu\u011fumuz o rak\u0131-bal\u0131k sofralar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden film \u015feridi gibi ge\u00e7iyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>F\u00fctursuzca at\u0131lan kahkahalar, ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda danslar, doyumsuz dost sohbetleri, gece yar\u0131s\u0131 kumsala serilen biz\u2026 Tepemizde y\u0131ld\u0131zlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bazen bir gecede tan\u0131d\u0131k olduk, bazen eski arkada\u015flarla yeniden bulu\u015ftuk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hepsi ne kadar ger\u00e7ekti, hepsi ne kadar h\u0131zl\u0131 ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oysa ya\u015fanacak daha \u00e7ok \u015fey vard\u0131, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm istemeden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tembellik yap\u0131p \u201cSonra gideriz, sonra yapar\u0131z, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki hafta, ba\u015fka bir hafta sonu\u201d dedi\u011fimiz o anlar\u0131n hepsi i\u00e7in pi\u015fman\u0131m \u015fimdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama biliyorum: geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve asl\u0131nda ge\u00e7mi\u015f de yok; her \u015fey yaln\u0131zca o anda ya\u015fand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gelecek i\u00e7in ise plan yapmayacak kadar bilin\u00e7liyim art\u0131k. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biliyorum ki gelecek bir yan\u0131lsama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBakar\u0131z\u201d diyerek yolumuza devam etmek en do\u011frusu. Ve tabii ki \u015fimdiye d\u00f6nmek\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kasaba sessiz. Yazl\u0131klar kapanm\u0131\u015f, kafeler, plajlar, pazarlar bo\u015falm\u0131\u015f. \u00c7o\u011fu insan \u015fehre d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f. Bir taraftan okullar da a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Geriye sadece birka\u00e7 dost, birka\u00e7 tan\u0131d\u0131k ve ben kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve \u015fimdi kendimle sohbet ediyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu sessizlikte hep ayn\u0131 soru dolan\u0131yor kafamda:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fczel olan her \u015fey neden bu kadar \u00e7abuk ge\u00e7iyor? Ve biz bu g\u00fczellikleri ger\u00e7ekten hakk\u0131n\u0131 vererek ya\u015fayabiliyor muyuz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Telefonlar\u0131m\u0131z bu yaz hi\u00e7 susmad\u0131. Bildirimler, mesajlar, hik\u00e2yeler, planlar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bolca deniz, g\u00fcne\u015f, tekne gezileri\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Herkes her yerdeydi ama bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc yan\u0131m\u0131zda de\u011fildi. Teknoloji adeta bizi esir alm\u0131\u015f gibiydi. Telefonlar\u0131m\u0131z bir organ\u0131m\u0131z gibi yan\u0131m\u0131zdayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir sofrada on ki\u015fi oturuyorduk ama herkes ba\u015fka bir \u00e2lemdeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hep beraberdik ama ayn\u0131 anda \u00e7ok uzaktayd\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir an\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131rken asl\u0131nda an\u0131n kendisinden uzakla\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu anlatt\u0131klar\u0131m sana da tan\u0131d\u0131k geliyor mu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumda ve gen\u00e7li\u011fimde yazlar ba\u015fkayd\u0131 be!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaman ge\u00e7mez, g\u00fcnler uzar, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131dan patlayacak gibi olurduk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bak\u0131\u015flar daha uzun s\u00fcrerdi\u2026 Adeta bir Ye\u015fil\u00e7am filmindeydik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir kahve sohbeti saatlerce s\u00fcrer, kimse foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekmek i\u00e7in sofray\u0131 durdurmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eimdi an\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015famak yerine kaydediyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hayat\u0131n ince detaylar\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yoruz; doya doya hissedemeden, doya doya tadamadan\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve sonra kendi kendimize soruyoruz:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNiye bu kadar yaln\u0131z\u0131m?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eyl\u00fcl ay\u0131, yani Sar\u0131 Yaz, belki de tam bunun i\u00e7in var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bize yava\u015flamay\u0131 hat\u0131rlatmak i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>An\u0131 yakalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda elimizde ne varsa b\u0131rak\u0131p ger\u00e7ekten bakabilmek, ger\u00e7ekten dinleyebilmek, ger\u00e7ekten hissedebilmek, ger\u00e7ekten sar\u0131labilmek i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kaybettiklerimizi hat\u0131rlamak, elimizde kalanlarla yolumuza nas\u0131l devam edece\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Belki de Sar\u0131 Yaz\u2019\u0131n bu sessizli\u011fi bir davet:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendi kendimize \u201cBen ne istiyorum?\u201d diye sormak i\u00e7in bir davet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hayat\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131na kap\u0131lmadan kendi ritmimizi bulman\u0131n zaman\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sar\u0131 Yaz belki de bir son de\u011fil; yeni bir ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n en yumu\u015fak, en d\u00fcr\u00fcst habercisi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve belki de en g\u00fczel hik\u00e2yeler h\u00e2l\u00e2 yaz\u0131lmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Kamil \u00c7ak\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Sanat\u00e7\u0131 \u2013 Tasar\u0131mc\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ege\u2019de Sar\u0131 Yaz ba\u015flad\u0131. Eyl\u00fcl\u2013Ekim aylar\u0131 Ege\u2019de \u201cSar\u0131 Yaz\u201d olarak an\u0131l\u0131r. Deniz h\u00e2l\u00e2 s\u0131cakt\u0131r ama art\u0131k dalgalar daha yava\u015f. Sabahlar\u0131 sahilde y\u00fcr\u00fcrken kar\u015f\u0131na yaln\u0131zca \u00fc\u00e7-be\u015f insan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. O eski kalabal\u0131k, kahkahalar, plaj \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131, \u00e7ocuk sesleri, \u015fezlong tela\u015flar\u0131 art\u0131k yok. Bir tek r\u00fczg\u00e2r var, bir tek mart\u0131lar. Ortama hafif iyotla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k yosun kokusu h\u00e2kim. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc ise [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":6313,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[68],"tags":[21,99,101,123,75,98],"translation":{"provider":"WPGlobus","version":"3.0.0","language":"tr","enabled_languages":["en","tr"],"languages":{"en":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false},"tr":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false}}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6307"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6307"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6307\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6312,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6307\/revisions\/6312"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6313"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6307"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6307"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6307"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}