Evet su\u00e7luyum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir \u015feyler biliyorum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bildi\u011fimi itiraf edemeyecek kadar da<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cesurum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evet cesurum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benli\u011fin benli\u011fime \u00f6yle bir dolacak ki!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Can\u0131n ac\u0131yacak, kalbin s\u0131zlayacak<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yanacaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evet, korkuyorum yine de,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yenemiyorsan korkunu insans\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve ben hala insan\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya sen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sen kurtlar sofras\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7inde kalan son insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaybettin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra gecelerde \u00e7ok gezdin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve onun kadar karard\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vampirlerle yatt\u0131n kalkt\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evet, kan emiyorsun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcne\u015fli g\u00fcnler sana uzak,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kurdu\u011fun kendine bir tuzak,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve verdi\u011fi umut art\u0131k zindan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne kald\u0131 huzur ne de vicdan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evet, sana geliyorum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gece hoyrat, gece \u0131slak,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u00fcz\u00fcnle ya\u011f\u0131yor sanki a\u011fl\u0131yor<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dolunay olmu\u015f deli ay…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kurtlar uluyor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belki birisi sensin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Karar veremedin mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya vampir olup kan emecek<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya da kurda d\u00f6neceksin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eninde sonunda beni<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kendine esir edeceksin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yava\u015f yava\u015f ad\u0131mlar\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sanki dua ediyor \u00e7aresiz bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6rm\u00fcyor ancak hissediyorum<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u0131zlan\u0131yor kalp at\u0131\u015flar\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Esir olma diyorsun<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gelme bana<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyorum kan\u0131mda<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zehir olmu\u015f tutsakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m A\u015fk\u0131n’la<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nefesin art\u0131k o kadar h\u0131zl\u0131 ki<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alm\u0131yormu\u015fum sanki<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bedenim uyu\u015fmu\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ayaklar\u0131m, ad\u0131mlar\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sanki hi\u00e7 yokmu\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kanatlanm\u0131\u015f\u0131m sana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tanr\u0131m neden getirdin beni \u015feytana?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nas\u0131l izin verdin bunlara?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kurt mu, vampir mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Melek olabilir mi ki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gelme diyen o de\u011fildi sanki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dinlemeliydim d\u00fc\u015flerimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bile bile lanetliye<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130hanet etmeliydim!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belki de bir d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc bunlar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kurt vampir, ne kadar sa\u00e7ma?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Art\u0131k \u00e7ok ge\u00e7<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ay\u0131rt emek d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ger\u00e7e\u011finden,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onun yata\u011f\u0131nday\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gecenin aksine,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her yer bulut,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bembeyaz dantel bulutlar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kendimdeyim ama yine de ge\u00e7mi\u015fim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ba\u015fka bir \u00e2lemdeyim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ellerim, bir tek onlar\u0131 hissetmekteyim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bedenim art\u0131k onun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6rmekteyim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sanki bir hayaldeyim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sahi bunu s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u00f6zler yetmiyor art\u0131k zaten…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dudaklar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Size bunu Shakespeare\u2019in b\u00fct\u00fcn soneleriyle bile anlatamazd\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yetersiz…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Etli, yumu\u015fak ve hafif\u00e7e kal\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r biliyorum tad\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O benim erke\u011fim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben onun kad\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Al gonca g\u00fcle de\u011fdirdiniz mi hi\u00e7?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hi\u00e7 rengini, tazeli\u011fini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yumu\u015fakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 giydirdiniz mi dudaklar\u0131n\u0131za?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fte o kadar kadife ve bir o kadar tatl\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Baldan da lezzetli,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama \u00f6yle sert ki!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her dedi\u011fi, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir emir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Seve seve k\u00f6lesi eden beni,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcnden kurtulmak istemedi\u011fim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Efsanelerdeki k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131 ta\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131karan \u015f\u00f6valyemin dudaklar\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6yle bir \u015fehvetli ki!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De\u011fil kurtaramaz beni etkisinden<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gelse d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u00fck\u00fcmdar\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zleri, beni deli eden g\u00f6zleri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131mla ba\u015flad\u0131 her \u015fey…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
R\u00fcyalar\u0131mda \u00f6nce,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zlerinden geldi \u00f6nce,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m gibi \u00e7arpt\u0131 beni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 arad\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00fcm insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sanki tarad\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde ona e\u015f bulamad\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sanki daha h\u0131zl\u0131 ge\u00e7iyordu zaman,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ona yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Parl\u0131yordu g\u00f6zlerim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ate\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc kalbime,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ondan \u00f6nce yanm\u0131yordu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So\u011fuktu her yerim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benli\u011fim so\u011fuktu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcre\u011fim buruktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nedensiz \u00fcstelik<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gen\u00e7 k\u00f6rpecik ellerim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ellerini daha tutamadan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yorulmu\u015ftu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Beril Yabar<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Evet su\u00e7luyum, Bir \u015feyler biliyorum, Bildi\u011fimi itiraf edemeyecek kadar da Cesurum. Evet cesurum, Benli\u011fin benli\u011fime \u00f6yle bir dolacak ki! Can\u0131n ac\u0131yacak, kalbin s\u0131zlayacak Yanacaks\u0131n. Evet, korkuyorum yine de, Yenemiyorsan korkunu insans\u0131n, Ve ben hala insan\u0131m, Ya sen? Sen kurtlar sofras\u0131nda, \u0130\u00e7inde kalan son insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaybettin. Sonra gecelerde \u00e7ok gezdin, Ve onun kadar karard\u0131n, Vampirlerle yatt\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":6161,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[68],"tags":[21,154,155,141],"translation":{"provider":"WPGlobus","version":"3.0.0","language":"tr","enabled_languages":["en","tr"],"languages":{"en":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false},"tr":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false}}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6160"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6160"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6160\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6163,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6160\/revisions\/6163"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6161"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6160"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6160"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6160"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}