Yaz mevsimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Haziran\u2019\u0131n saltanat\u0131 yeni sona erdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcne\u015f ta\u015f\u0131yor<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Perdelerin aras\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do\u011fal olmayan g\u00f6lgeler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcyor<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jaluzilerin keskin kanatlar\u0131ndan<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u00fcz\u00fclerek,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6lgelerle oyun oynuyor<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bedenimin k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kollar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Karn\u0131mda \u00e7izgiler b\u0131rak\u0131yor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcne\u015f \u00f6pm\u00fc\u015f bacaklar\u0131ma sar\u0131l\u0131yor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her yerime dokunuyor\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcm hari\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak ve \u00f6zg\u00fcr<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uzanm\u0131\u015fken burada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcne\u015f benimle dans ederken,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hissetmiyorum\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eimdi h\u00fcz\u00fcn dolduruyor oday\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir K\u00fcba purosunun<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u011f\u0131r, yava\u015f duman\u0131 gibi\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tatl\u0131, isli<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ve bo\u011fucu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn karanl\u0131k yan\u0131ndan<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ta\u015f\u0131yor i\u00e7imdeki s\u0131z\u0131;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doland\u0131k\u00e7a dolan\u0131yor havada\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0131pk\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fcyen<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ruhumun kokusu gibi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00f6l\u00fcm kokusu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eskiden oldu\u011fum ki\u015finin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u00fcz\u00fcn yerini ac\u0131maya b\u0131rak\u0131yor<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ego oday\u0131 terk ederken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eimdi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nas\u0131l g\u00f6rmezden geldim \/ G\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0131rf hayatta kalmak i\u00e7in<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nas\u0131l g\u00f6z yumdum her \u015feye\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sahte \u201cben\u201din hayaleti<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kum saatinin arkas\u0131ndan sinsice yakla\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kumlar h\u0131zla birikiyor\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve ben,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her \u015feyi hissetmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yorum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u015fka b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f yalanlar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sahtecili\u011fin ard\u0131ndaki korkuyu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yaray\u0131 ve umudu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Travmay\u0131, kalp k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eifay\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u0131rak beni, b\u0131rak beni, b\u0131rak beni\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir saniye daha kalamam burada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Art\u0131k biliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu son.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve ben mutlulu\u011fumu al\u0131p gidiyorum\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evet, o ac\u0131 dolu, sessiz f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 da<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yan\u0131ma al\u0131yorum,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc ruhumun sesini\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve geride b\u0131rak\u0131yorum<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maskeleri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yarg\u0131lar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Su\u00e7lamalar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Beril Yabar<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yaz mevsimi Haziran\u2019\u0131n saltanat\u0131 yeni sona erdi. G\u00fcne\u015f ta\u015f\u0131yor Perdelerin aras\u0131ndan, Do\u011fal olmayan g\u00f6lgeler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcyor Jaluzilerin keskin kanatlar\u0131ndan S\u00fcz\u00fclerek, G\u00f6lgelerle oyun oynuyor Bedenimin k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131nda. Kollar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fuyor, Karn\u0131mda \u00e7izgiler b\u0131rak\u0131yor, G\u00fcne\u015f \u00f6pm\u00fc\u015f bacaklar\u0131ma sar\u0131l\u0131yor, Her yerime dokunuyor\u2014 Y\u00fcz\u00fcm hari\u00e7. Yar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak ve \u00f6zg\u00fcr Uzanm\u0131\u015fken burada, G\u00fcne\u015f benimle dans ederken, Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hissetmiyorum\u2014 \u015eimdi h\u00fcz\u00fcn dolduruyor oday\u0131, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":6091,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[68],"tags":[21,154,155,141],"translation":{"provider":"WPGlobus","version":"3.0.0","language":"tr","enabled_languages":["en","tr"],"languages":{"en":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false},"tr":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false}}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6090"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6090"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6090\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6094,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6090\/revisions\/6094"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6091"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6090"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6090"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6090"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}