{"id":4053,"date":"2024-06-13T07:16:49","date_gmt":"2024-06-13T04:16:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/?p=4053"},"modified":"2024-06-13T16:58:32","modified_gmt":"2024-06-13T13:58:32","slug":"forgiveness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/4053\/forgiveness\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201c Kefaret \u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Hi\u00e7 bitmeyecekmi\u015f gibi gelen \u015feyler; g\u00fcn gelir son bulur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ocukken sana uzun ve s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 gelen zaman,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti anlamad\u0131m olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ocuk g\u00f6z\u00fcnle b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn binalar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kaybolaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn sokaklar\u0131n hepsi ezberin olur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kaybolmak istersin kaybolamazs\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ocuk akl\u0131nla kahramanla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yenilmez gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn nice insanlar\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00fcn gelip yenildi\u011fi bir d\u00fcnyaya evrildi\u011fini fark edersin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ula\u015f\u0131lmaz gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerin ise g\u00fcn gelir yolda\u015f\u0131n olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En yak\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 kaybetmeyecekmi\u015f gibi umars\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131n olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oysa bir zamanlar \u00f6zlemeye bile f\u0131rsat\u0131n yoktur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ertelersin zaman\u0131, \u00f6zlemleri, kucakla\u015fmalar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra bir bakars\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaln\u0131zs\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Art\u0131k r\u00fcya ile ger\u00e7ek,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir daha bildi\u011fin gibi olamayacak,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve bir daha ay\u0131ramayaca\u011f\u0131n \u015fekilde birbirine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gece yat\u0131p, sabah hangi hayata uyanacaks\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bileni tan\u0131mad\u0131m daha\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oysa akl\u0131mda olan ba\u015fkayd\u0131 bu yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eimdi bilmedi\u011fim yollardan y\u00fcr\u00fcyor, bilmedi\u011fim sapaklara sap\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6ncekiler \u00e7ok denendi diye konu\u015fan bir i\u00e7 sesle beraberim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeni deneyimler beni ba\u015fka f\u0131rsatlara haz\u0131rl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6ncesinde say\u0131s\u0131z pi\u015fmanl\u0131k ve milyonlarca darbeyle,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Koca bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm i\u00e7imde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eimdi ise her \u015feyi senin i\u00e7in tasarlad\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve bana minnettar olaca\u011f\u0131n zaman dilimi yakla\u015f\u0131yor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Diyor \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evet\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f zaman\u0131 geliyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgili okurlar, hepimiz do\u011farken deli do\u011fuyormu\u015fuz. Ya\u015farken bize dayat\u0131lan, \u00f6\u011fretilenlerle bu delili\u011fimizi kaybediyormu\u015fuz. Kurallar, do\u011frular, yanl\u0131\u015flar, din, toplum bask\u0131lar\u0131 ve daha niceleri\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bazen ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hazmetmek zorunda b\u0131rak\u0131l\u0131yoruz. Delili\u011fi unuttu\u011fumuz i\u00e7in s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fck olarak ta\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fczende, dinin yapt\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131 insan hayat\u0131n\u0131 belli bir d\u00fczene oturturken, bu yapt\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131n ihlali ise insan\u0131n faydas\u0131 i\u00e7in sundu\u011fu d\u00fczenin bozulmas\u0131na sebep olmakta ve en nihayetinde insan i\u015fledi\u011fi g\u00fcnahlar sebebiyle kendini su\u00e7lu hissetmekte veya toplumda g\u00fcnahk\u00e2r olarak yaftalanmaktad\u0131r. \u0130\u015fte bu sebeple de insan g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131n telafisi aray\u0131\u015f\u0131na girer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her insan bir \u015fekilde su\u00e7lar kendini gereksizce \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc su\u00e7luluk duygusu \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumuza ait bir duygudur ve \u201ckefaret\u201d ister. Yeti\u015fkin halimiz i\u00e7in ise \u201cpi\u015fmanl\u0131k\u201d vard\u0131r, hayat dersi olup olgunla\u015ft\u0131ran ve varsa telafisini yapt\u0131r\u0131p ileriye ta\u015f\u0131yan…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Su\u00e7luluk duygusu, ki\u015finin \u00e7ocukluk haliyle; kendini k\u0131nayan, su\u00e7layan, ele\u015ftiren bir i\u00e7 ses olarak hissedilir ve zamanla ki\u015fi kendisini de\u011fersizle\u015ftirir ve \u201ckefaret\u201d \u00f6demeye zorlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sadece ilahi k\u00f6kenli dinlerde de de\u011fil, tanr\u0131 inanc\u0131 olmayan dinlerde bile g\u00fcnahlardan ar\u0131nmak ihtiyac\u0131 hissedilmi\u015ftir. Bunun kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 kefaret olarak kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131kar. G\u00fcnahlara y\u00fcklenen anlamlar hepsinde farkl\u0131l\u0131klar g\u00f6sterir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Barok d\u00f6nemde \u2018I\u015f\u0131k\u2019 ve \u2018G\u00f6lge\u2019 kullan\u0131m\u0131yla \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f \u00f6nemli ressam Caravaggio birer film karesini and\u0131ran resimlerinde ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce; adaleti mi resmetmi\u015ftir, cinayeti mi, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc m\u00fc, kefareti mi, sorgusu hep me\u015fgul eder, edecektir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kefaret, kurtulu\u015f, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaman\u0131n ard\u0131ndan yeni bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 gibi alg\u0131lan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eimdi neden \u2018\u2019 Kefaret \u2018\u2019 den bahsetti\u011fimi sorguluyor olabilirsiniz\u2026 Oysaki zaman\u0131 geldi\u011finde hepimiz bu duygulardan ge\u00e7tik\u2026 Bunlarla bo\u011fu\u015fan biri olarak \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu yolda bir \u015feyler ortaya koyman\u0131n, i\u00e7imdekileri d\u00f6kmenin zaman\u0131 gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu ay ArtTmodernmiami i\u00e7in farkl\u0131 bir i\u00e7erikle kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zday\u0131m. Kendi tasar\u0131mlar\u0131m, \u00fcr\u00fcnlerim, \u00fcretim amac\u0131m ve nereye evrildi\u011fimle ilgili\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 mesle\u011fine vermi\u015f ustalar\u0131n, \u00f6zenli ve titiz el i\u015f\u00e7ili\u011fi ile \u00fcretilmi\u015f el yap\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcr\u00fcnlerini hepimiz \u00e7ok severiz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc geleneksel el sanatlar\u0131 ustalar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan yeni nesillere aktar\u0131l\u0131yorken; el yap\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcr\u00fcnler bu k\u00fclt\u00fcrel de\u011ferleri koruyarak gelece\u011fe ta\u015f\u0131nmas\u0131na, ya\u015fat\u0131lmas\u0131na katk\u0131 sa\u011flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bug\u00fcne kadarki s\u00fcre\u00e7te, \u2018Kamil \u00c7ak\u0131r Studio\u2019 olarak tasar\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcretiminde; sanat\u0131n ve zanaat\u0131n i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fu disiplinler aras\u0131 bir yolculu\u011fu tercih ettim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan her \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn, ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 sizin i\u00e7in ve s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 say\u0131da \u00fcretilmi\u015f oldu\u011funu hissetmeniz benim i\u00e7in tarifsiz mutluluk oldu. Bu nedenledir ki iki y\u0131l\u0131 bulan uzun bir s\u00fcre\u00e7ten sonra, kendimi ancak \u015fimdi haz\u0131r hissediyor ve tek tek u\u011fra\u015f\u0131y\u0131 \u015fiar edindi\u011fim tasar\u0131mlar\u0131mla kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131za \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kendi ki\u015fisel yolculu\u011fumun bir nevi aynas\u0131 olabilecek, duygusunu vermek istediklerimi; \u00fcretim, renk, teknik ve s\u00fcre\u00e7le de harmanlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u2018\u2019 Kefaret \u2018\u2019 ile sizi tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu da benim kefaretimi \u00f6deme \u015feklim. Hayatla, insanlarla ileti\u015fim kurma \u015feklim. \u0130\u015fe yarad\u0131 m\u0131 derseniz, evet bende yarad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir taraftan benzersiz ve farkl\u0131 malzemeler, teknikler kullanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken,  bir taraftan da \u00fcretime yans\u0131yan s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 s\u00fcre\u00e7leri kendi i\u00e7imde halletti\u011fim, daha ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z kalabilece\u011fim bir yol haritas\u0131 \u00e7izdim, sevgili okurlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odak noktam her zamanki gibi insan oldu. S\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fclebilir, zehirsiz, merakl\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n koleksiyonlar\u0131na ekleyebilece\u011fi ve devam\u0131 olmayan ya\u015fam alan\u0131 \u00fcr\u00fcnleri ile ses y\u00fckseltmek istedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fan\u0131n etkisi mi bilmem ah\u015fap oldum olas\u0131 en sevdi\u011fim malzemedir. \u0130nsan gibidir; serttir, yumu\u015fakt\u0131r, canl\u0131d\u0131r, s\u00fcrprizlidir, \u00e7ok katmanl\u0131d\u0131r, \u015fekillenebilir. Ya\u015fam alanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n olmazsa olmaz\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011faca uygulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hasar b\u0131rakan darbelerden, kademeli oymalardan, bariz kusurlardan, d\u00fczensizlik i\u00e7inde yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m motiflerden ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum t\u00fcm ac\u0131lar\u0131, pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131, sevin\u00e7leri, h\u00fcz\u00fcnleri, \u00f6l\u00fcmleri, a\u015fklar\u0131 ve g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 g\u00f6rebilirsiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Kefaret ad\u0131n\u0131 verdi\u011fim tasar\u0131mlar\u0131mda dokunarak hissedilebilece\u011finiz hem g\u00f6rsel, hem duyusal yan\u0131 kuvvetli dramatik etkisi olan \u00fcr\u00fcnler yaratmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sert ve dayan\u0131kl\u0131 end\u00fcstriyel bir malzeme olan demiri tasar\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131n ana g\u00f6vdesini ta\u015f\u0131yan iskelette kullanarak, hayata kar\u015f\u0131 dik duru\u015fa ve dengeye g\u00f6nderme yapt\u0131m. Bu tasar\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131n ana fikrine \u00e7ok uyuyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biliyoruz ki insan ya\u015fam\u0131 ve konforu ile uyumlu tasar\u0131mlarda kuma\u015f \u00e7ok \u00f6nemlidir. O nedenledir ki \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m kuma\u015f firmas\u0131na defalarca gittim. Sa\u011f olsunlar beni \u00e7ok iyi a\u011f\u0131rlad\u0131lar. Olabilir diye kenara ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m kuma\u015flardan eleye eleye en sonunda; d\u00fczensiz, iri fakat iyi dokunmu\u015f bir y\u00fczeye sahip y\u00fczde y\u00fcz saf keten ve pamu\u011fun birle\u015fimi beyaz bir kuma\u015f akl\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Beyaz d\u00f6\u015femelik kuma\u015f\u0131n hissiyat\u0131n\u0131n, tasar\u0131mlar\u0131mda kefaret sonras\u0131 temiz, saf bir yeni ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n tezah\u00fcr\u00fc olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aksesuarlar i\u015fin olmazsa olmaz\u0131yd\u0131. Hayat\u0131n tuzu biberi gibi… S\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 olmayan ve biraz oyuncakl\u0131 detaylarla kullan\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131 e\u011flendirmeyi se\u00e7tim. Hepsi elde bir araya getirildi, i\u015flendi, boyand\u0131, dikildi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir grupla ama daha \u00e7ok kendi elimin de\u011fdi\u011fi iki y\u0131ll\u0131k s\u00fcre\u00e7 nihayet tamamland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu uzun s\u00fcren a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n e\u015flik etti\u011fi, uykusuz ge\u00e7en gecelerin bol bol ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131, hi\u00e7 bitmeyecek sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir s\u00fcre\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz, m\u00fckemmel, kusursuz tasar\u0131mlarla de\u011fil, hayat\u0131n kendisi gibi hasarl\u0131,  ini\u015fli – \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fl\u0131, d\u00f6rt d\u00f6rtl\u00fckten uzak samimi el yap\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcr\u00fcnlerimi umar\u0131m be\u011fenirsiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanata ve zanaata sayg\u0131yla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ha\u2026 Bu arada az kals\u0131n sormay\u0131 unutuyordum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siz kefaret \u00f6dediniz mi? Sizin kefareti anlamland\u0131rma ve \u00f6deme \u015fekliniz nas\u0131l oldu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kamil \u00c7ak\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nstagram: kamilcakirstudio<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hi\u00e7 bitmeyecekmi\u015f gibi gelen \u015feyler; g\u00fcn gelir son bulur. \u00c7ocukken sana uzun ve s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 gelen zaman, B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti anlamad\u0131m olur. \u00c7ocuk g\u00f6z\u00fcnle b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn binalar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcr, Kaybolaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn sokaklar\u0131n hepsi ezberin olur, Kaybolmak istersin kaybolamazs\u0131n. \u00c7ocuk akl\u0131nla kahramanla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n, Yenilmez gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn nice insanlar\u0131n, Bir g\u00fcn gelip yenildi\u011fi bir d\u00fcnyaya evrildi\u011fini fark edersin. Ula\u015f\u0131lmaz gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":4054,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[68],"tags":[21,99,101,123,75,98],"translation":{"provider":"WPGlobus","version":"3.0.0","language":"tr","enabled_languages":["en","tr"],"languages":{"en":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false},"tr":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false}}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4053"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4053"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4053\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4059,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4053\/revisions\/4059"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4054"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4053"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4053"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4053"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}