{"id":3099,"date":"2023-12-04T09:21:26","date_gmt":"2023-12-04T06:21:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/?p=3099"},"modified":"2023-12-04T23:43:00","modified_gmt":"2023-12-04T20:43:00","slug":"migration-return-to-the-self","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/3099\/migration-return-to-the-self\/","title":{"rendered":"G\u00f6\u00e7 &#8211; \u00d6z\u2019 e d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"974\" height=\"966\" src=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-2.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3101\" srcset=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-2.png 974w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-2-300x298.png 300w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-2-150x149.png 150w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-2-768x762.png 768w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-2-696x690.png 696w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 974px) 100vw, 974px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Selam! ARTTMODERNMIAMI\u2019nin g\u00fczel ruhlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ge\u00e7enlerde Londra\u2019y\u0131 nas\u0131l bilirsiniz yaz\u0131mla konuk yazar oldu\u011fum bu harika olu\u015fuma bu sefer daimi yazar olarak d\u00f6nmenin mutlulu\u011funu ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Sizlerden o kadar g\u00fczel geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fler ald\u0131m ki; cesaretimi toplay\u0131p, ArtT Modern Miami\u2019nin ailemize kat\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n teklifini kabul ettim. Umar\u0131m beraber g\u00fczel bir yolculuk ya\u015far\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ge\u00e7en yaz\u0131mda bir c\u00fcmle i\u00e7inde k\u0131saca kendimden bahsetmi\u015ftim. Hey! Bu sefer ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f yok. \u00d6ncelikle uzun uzun ama s\u0131kmadan sizlerle hayat yolculu\u011fumun en \u00f6nemli d\u00f6nemecini payla\u015fmak isterim. Beni daha iyi tan\u0131man\u0131z i\u00e7in, bunun iyi bir yol oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>26 y\u0131l sonra, modern d\u00fcnyan\u0131n adeta beni mecbur b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kocaman bir metropolden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama zengin bir ge\u00e7mi\u015fe sahip kasabama g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u0131sa tezah\u00fcr\u00fcnden bahsedece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn bana \u00f6zel olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Benimle benzer veya farkl\u0131 sebeplerden bir\u00e7ok ki\u015finin bir yerden bir yere, yer de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u011fini biliyorum, okuyorum, izliyorum\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"974\" height=\"975\" src=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-3.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3102\" srcset=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-3.png 974w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-3-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-3-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-3-768x769.png 768w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-3-696x697.png 696w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 974px) 100vw, 974px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Gelelim bana;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130zmir\u2019de Dokuz Eyl\u00fcl \u00dcniversitesi G\u00fczel Sanatlar Fak\u00fcltesi Tiyatro Ana sanat Dal\u0131 Sahne Tasar\u0131m\u0131 ile ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m e\u011fitim hayat\u0131ma, \u0130stanbul Mimar Sinan \u00dcniversitesi Grafik Tasar\u0131m ile devam ettim. Ve fakat kasabadan metropole giden, gen\u00e7li\u011fin de verdi\u011fi \u00f6zg\u00fcvenle girdi\u011fi ortamlarda ilgiyi \u00fczerinde toplayan ve bu ilgiden \u00e7o\u011fu zaman \u015f\u0131maran ben ne yapt\u0131m dersiniz? Mezuniyetime 1 y\u0131l kala okul ile ba\u011flar\u0131m\u0131 kopard\u0131m. Bu karar\u0131 almamda akademik e\u011fitimin benimle uyu\u015fmayan taraflar\u0131 ile birlikte; odak noktam\u0131n &#8211; ilgimin s\u00fcrekli olarak kaymas\u0131, tek bir \u015feye konsantre olamamak, \u00e7ok fazla \u015feye ilgi duymak, gen\u00e7 olmak gibi nedenlerim de vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Resim yapmay\u0131, tasar\u0131m\u0131,&nbsp; \u00fcretmeyi, entelekt\u00fcel hayat\u0131 seviyordum ama\u2026 E\u011flenmeyi, gezmeyi gece hayat\u0131n\u0131, m\u00fczi\u011fi, dans\u0131, dost- arkada\u015f ortamlar\u0131n\u0131 da \u00e7ok seviyordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130stanbul\u2019da 26 y\u0131l ya\u015fad\u0131m. Kendimi bazen bir mek\u00e2n\u0131n i\u00e7 tasar\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 yaparken, bazen bir mek\u00e2n\u0131 i\u015fletirken buluyordum. Bir d\u00f6nem konsept bir mekan tasarlad\u0131m. \u0130\u015fletme a\u00e7t\u0131m. D\u00f6nemin pop\u00fcler dergi ve gazetelerine haber oldu. Time Out Dergisi 50 stil yer aras\u0131na se\u00e7ildi. Yine o d\u00f6nem sosyetik bir gece kul\u00fcb\u00fcn\u00fcn e\u011flence m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fc oldum. Bitti mi? Hay\u0131r. Uluslararas\u0131 Gayrimenkul ve Yat\u0131r\u0131m \u015firketinin e\u011fitimlerini ald\u0131m. Yerli yabanc\u0131 fonlara, kurumsal \u015firketlere yat\u0131r\u0131m dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yapt\u0131m. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc y\u0131l\u0131mda \u015firketin \u00fclke \u00e7ap\u0131ndaki en iyi ciro yapan 2. gayrimenkul dan\u0131\u015fman\u0131 oldum. Ara s\u0131ra gece hayat\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ekicili\u011fi beni b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in konsept partiler d\u00fczenledim. Bu beni tekrar ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m teklifle mek\u00e2n i\u015fletmecili\u011fine ve mek\u00e2n tasarlamaya kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ne yapabilirdim ki? E\u011flence hayat\u0131n\u0131 seviyordum, insanlar\u0131 seviyorum, \u0130leti\u015fimi seviyorum. En iyi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir di\u011fer \u015fey olan insan biriktirmi\u015fim. \u0130stanbul\u2019daki son d\u00f6nemlerim b\u00f6yle hareketli, renkli ve yo\u011fun ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"974\" height=\"731\" src=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-4.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3103\" srcset=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-4.png 974w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-4-300x225.png 300w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-4-768x576.png 768w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-4-150x113.png 150w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-4-696x522.png 696w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 974px) 100vw, 974px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Benim \u00fclkemde: Her \u015ferde bir hay\u0131r, her hay\u0131rda bir \u015fer, vard\u0131r, derler. \u0130stanbul\u2019dan, Ege\u2019nin incisi \u0130zmir\u2019e ba\u011fl\u0131 bir kasaba olan Tire\u2019ye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm maalesef b\u00f6yleydi. Dile kolay tam 26 y\u0131l sonra. Bildi\u011fim, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m, sevdi\u011fim her \u015feyi, herkesi ve her yeri arkamda b\u0131rak\u0131p; \u00e7ocuklu\u011funun ge\u00e7ti\u011fi, gen\u00e7li\u011fe ilk ad\u0131m\u0131m\u0131 att\u0131\u011f\u0131m kasabaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eu an tam 6 sene oldu. Bu ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz alt\u0131 sene i\u00e7inde de d\u00fcnyada hepimizin \u015fahit oldu\u011fu ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc o kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey ya\u015fand\u0131 ki\u2026 Salg\u0131n hastal\u0131klar, g\u00f6\u00e7ler, sava\u015flar, depremler, \u00f6l\u00fcmler, iklim krizi, de\u011fi\u015fen yenid\u00fcnya d\u00fczeni, ekonomik zorluklar. Peki, size sormak isterim: Hangimiz bunlardan etkilenmedik, hangimiz bunlardan nasibimizi almad\u0131k ki?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Siz ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsunuz bilemem ama kalabal\u0131k \u015fehir ya\u015fam\u0131ndan ka\u00e7\u0131p yemye\u015fil do\u011fa i\u00e7inde olmak, masmavi denizleri kucaklamak, geceleri g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeki parlayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u00f6rebilmek,&nbsp; kendi \u00fcretti\u011fin meyve &#8211; sebzeleri yeti\u015ftirmek, sanat yapmak, hobiler edinmek, hayvan yeti\u015ftirmek ve biraz dingin kalabilmek ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z son d\u00f6nemde o kadar k\u0131ymetli bir hayal oldu ki\u2026 Bu hayali ger\u00e7e\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcren \u015fansl\u0131 insanlardan biri oldu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6yle ki b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kasabaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmden itibaren, hi\u00e7 yabanc\u0131l\u0131k ve \u00f6zlem \u00e7ekmeden eski &#8211; yeni tecr\u00fcbelerim ve alm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum e\u011fitimlerle beraber kendime yepyeni bir hayat in\u015fa ettim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"876\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-5-876x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3104\" srcset=\"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-5-876x1024.png 876w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-5-257x300.png 257w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-5-768x898.png 768w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-5-150x175.png 150w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-5-300x351.png 300w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-5-696x814.png 696w, https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/image-5.png 974w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 876px) 100vw, 876px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Burada bir sabah kalk\u0131yor aileye ait tarlalara gidiyor ve ekilen- yeti\u015ftirilen \u00fcr\u00fcnlere bakmaya gidiyordum. Bir sabah kalk\u0131yor sanayi sitesindeki i\u015f yerlerine gidiyordum. Bazen d\u00fckk\u00e2n kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131zla tan\u0131\u015f\u0131k olman\u0131n rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ile i\u015f birliklerine yelken a\u00e7\u0131yordum. Yani asl\u0131nda d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk andan itibaren ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 kola\u00e7an edip, \u00e7evreyi &#8211; insanlar\u0131 izleyip kafamda kasaba hayat\u0131m\u0131 avantaja \u00e7evirecek i\u015f plan\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Marangoz at\u00f6lyesinde, demir at\u00f6lyesinde vakit ge\u00e7iriyor ara\u015ft\u0131rma yap\u0131yordum. \u015eehre gidip kuma\u015f\u00e7\u0131larda, hammadde \u00fcretimi ve sat\u0131\u015f\u0131 yapan yerlerde vakit ge\u00e7irdim. Ke\u015ffe \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m pazarlarda zihnimi tasar\u0131m odakl\u0131 kodlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zaman\u0131 geldi\u011finde ve haz\u0131r hissetti\u011fimde de kendi \u015firketimi kurdum. Art\u0131k mobilya, ayd\u0131nlatma ve dekoratif \u00fcr\u00fcnler tasarlayacakt\u0131m. Bu i\u015f beni onca s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131, olumsuzluk, m\u00fccadele, zorluk ile birlikte olduk\u00e7a geli\u015ftirdi ve ge\u00e7 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m veya hep erteledi\u011fim hayallerime kavu\u015fturdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y\u0131llarca uzak kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve hatta bilmeden yabanc\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m sevgili ailemle tekrar tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u0130stanbul\u2019dan d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde annem demans ile m\u00fccadele ediyordu. Art\u0131k beni \u00e7ok hat\u0131rlamasa da onunla zaman ge\u00e7irmek ve onunla ilgilenmek f\u0131rsat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m, ya\u015f\u0131yorum. 2 y\u0131l \u00f6nce kaybetti\u011fim babamla belki de \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00f6nce helalle\u015ftik. Ablam, abim, ye\u011fenlerimle \u00e7ok farkl\u0131 zamanlar ge\u00e7irdik ve hala da ge\u00e7iriyoruz. Hayat zaten biraz da bu de\u011fil mi? Sevdiklerinle beraber ge\u00e7irece\u011fin iyi &#8211; k\u00f6t\u00fc k\u0131ymetli zamanlar. O y\u00fczden \u0130stanbul\u2019dan Ege\u2019ye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmle ilgili hi\u00e7 pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m yok. \u0130yi ki de \u015fehir hayat\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p k\u00f6klerimle bulu\u015fmu\u015fum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunlar\u0131n hepsini ben ya\u015fad\u0131m. \u015eimdi bamba\u015fka bir yolculukta bamba\u015fka bir ben olarak, an da buraday\u0131m: \u00d6z\u2019\u00fcmdeyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Peki, siz neredesiniz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a>Kamil \u00c7ak\u0131r<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nstagram: kamilcakirstudio<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Selam! ARTTMODERNMIAMI\u2019nin g\u00fczel ruhlar\u0131\u2026 Ge\u00e7enlerde Londra\u2019y\u0131 nas\u0131l bilirsiniz yaz\u0131mla konuk yazar oldu\u011fum bu harika olu\u015fuma bu sefer daimi yazar olarak d\u00f6nmenin mutlulu\u011funu ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Sizlerden o kadar g\u00fczel geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fler ald\u0131m ki; cesaretimi toplay\u0131p, ArtT Modern Miami\u2019nin ailemize kat\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n teklifini kabul ettim. Umar\u0131m beraber g\u00fczel bir yolculuk ya\u015far\u0131z. Ge\u00e7en yaz\u0131mda bir c\u00fcmle i\u00e7inde k\u0131saca kendimden [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":3113,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[68],"tags":[99,101,123,98,31],"translation":{"provider":"WPGlobus","version":"3.0.0","language":"tr","enabled_languages":["en","tr"],"languages":{"en":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false},"tr":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false}}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3099"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3099"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3099\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3112,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3099\/revisions\/3112"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3113"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3099"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3099"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arttmodernmiami.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3099"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}